hehe i love jayneee so muccch<3 i am jessica. jayne im so sorrry for not spending more time with you. we havent been hanging out alot lately. so that sucks. i love you jayneee poo : ) i'll keeep you happy. i can't wait SUMMER '06. its gonna be soooo funn x] weeee korea, k fest, vbs, etccc. I LOVE YOU sweettieee jayneee.

bi's yuhjaaa jessicaaaa<3

summer two oh oh six!

6.6.06

Got hit 3xs in the face with a ball:

1. Chris was standing 2 ft. away from me and kicked a volleyball directly into my face.
2. Billis spiked a volleyball directly at my head
3. Ryan threw a dodgeball directly at my face.

It was a bad day for me.

But, looking at the brightside...today was pretty good :D I got to miss 1 hr. of school because I had to get my passport. (& I got to miss Jazz Band =P) After school I met Owen, Jung, & SJ at Flick. (coincidentally <?>) & I helped them with their Spanish project. Hehe...it was a normal day for me.

RAWR GBS GETS OUT TODAY

School ends: June 15th - Last Hr

Summer 'o6

1. 6.15: ____'s Party
2. 6.17 & 18: Camping w. Ariel, Grace, Jessica, & Ariel's family & my family
3. 6.19 - 23: VBS TA
4. 7.7 - 8.7 <?>: Korea
5. 8.9 - 8.12: LYG Retreat
6. 8.12 - 8.13 <?>: Kfest 'o6

Busy Summer...

*Need to update my Memorial Day Vacation pictures! :D ASAP

Packing...

for Wisconsin

be back Monday Night! :D

It was the end...

to the perfect days...

Yeah I know that there is always an end to the most perfect of all days, but I just wish it never ended. Yesterday was so perfect. Today, was back to normal.

Yesterday: He talked to me a lot.
Today: He talked to me.

Yesterday: He looked at me more.
Today: He looked at me.

Yesterday: He gave me compliments.
Today: He gave me none.

Oh well, I mean I can't do anything about it right? I'm even scared to admit it to him, because I know it will just crash down on me. This is all so complicated. I wish I was a little kid again. The times when I played with my friends (that are guys) and not once would I think about liking them. If we ever did think about that, I would be so disgusted by it. (Cooties) But this is part of life...God please help me. Please help me get over this. I just want to forget. I'm falling behind in my classes and homework. Please help me not to get distracted. God I'm trying hard to create a stronger faith. You have been so good to me, even when I haven't been to church for 3 weeks. But yet, you still help me God. You are so awesome and amazing. Amen.

"Studying is an act of worship"

Trust, trust in the Lord, lean not on your own understanding. In all, all of your ways, acknowledge him, he'll make your path straight."

*I think I might have messed up the words, I haven't heard that song from Children's Ministry in a long time. Sorry!

5.13.06 - Saturday: Korean School

Calvary Church - Korean School Cultural Arts Festival:

Emotions:
1. Reckless
2. Rebellious
3. Unstoppable
4. OUT OF CONTROL

*I'm sorry to everyone if by any chance I did something that offended you or anything, [espcially my korean school teacher] I was just out of control...maybe it was just because he wasn't there and, I felt free? I felt like I didn't care anymore what people thought. I felt like I could take on the world or anything, or maybe it was just because I didn't know the people there and I wasn't going to see them again. I'm not sure, its all just so confusing. 

I'm such a rebel.